I think it's true that time heals everything.... the only way for me to forget everything is just hoping that time could fly faster... I promised NOOBIE that I will take 1 month to forget everything ..... EVERYTHING.... this is what I promised but can I really keep up with that promise? I hope I really can.... I just have to believe that everthing happens for a reason? Haha! Or should I believe that everything is planned? I don't know... I don't wanna think anymore but I can't stop thinking about it... as I already promised NOOBIE that means by 1st Oct I need to be the new Ivy! hahah!