Japanese Trials

I just had my Japanese Trials. They really changed the whole paper format... for vocab they only gave us 15 minutes to finish (the old format was 25 minutes)... for grammar its 35 minutes (old format is 50 minutes) and as for listening it's 20 minutes (before that was 30 minutes) I really do not know if I can really pass my Japanese finals... In the trials the overall exam was easy.. but as for the finals I dont think so.... >< hopefully I can pass.. I dont want to waste my money~~ I dont want to waste my effort~~~ I MUST PASS THIS EXAM~~~ GAMABTE~~!!!

Love,
aiVy

Moving~

My dear is moving his house~~ MOVING~ to the next neighbourhood ...=.=
His whole family is basically rushing here and there ... that is why I got to pay more attention to my dear.. I will try my very best to provide the best suppport for him... so that he will not be that stressed out... I seriously pity my dear.... his finals are just around the corner but he have no time ... NO TIME for his studies... I feel bad~~~ I really want to help even when I insisted but then he told me not to... he told me my finals are coming also... but dear!! yours is this coming Monday but mine is two weeks from now... Dear all I can do is suppport you and hope for the best for u ~~~ I dont want anything to happen to your studies... Dear ~~ oh Dear~~~ I am sooo worry bout u ~~~~

Love,
aiVy.

WHAT A LIFE ~~!!

I am seriously stressed up with my finals and my Japanese finals~~!! I dont know if I can manage them both~! I dont know >< color="#3366ff">fei lou with me....
Fei Lou aka Lynus ~~~~~~ T_T

1. Intro to business - I need to memorize~~!! I havent finish memorizing!!!!

2. Accounts - I havent master the Doubtful Debt Account~~~!!!

3. QM - I havent memorize the tutorial !!

4. CE - Lazy to study... =.=

5. Writing - ASSIGNMENT~~!!!!

6. Japanese - New format this year~ I dunno ><>///<

2 months!!!

It has been two months since I got into a relationship with my dearly Lynus Cheang aka ah noob aka dear aka fei lou ...HAHA! ^^ (he is gonna kill me when he sees this)...... Here is how the story goes....

I met Lynus once in Leisure Mall.. it was a coninsidence meeting. Kennie and Lynus are best buddies~ so, Kennie introduced Lynus to me...My first impression on him was I think he was very arrogant... so I did not really took notice of him..

Then the second time we met was when Kennie met into an accident =.= he drop us in McD in Taman Connaught and went to look for Lynus ... Then when they came back... Kennie's car was ok.. not as bad as before.. After that, we decided to watch movie in Midvalley , Step up 3. Lynus THROW me back to UCSI as I waited for Aaron and the others went...

After that day, I received a mysterious message from a mysterious number... in the message it's written " GUESS WHO AM I? '' haha! I thought it was Kennie again bcoz he changed his number again so I replied and then I got to know that it was Lynus. We chatted through msn, facebook and also text messages.... then.. *ahem ahem* everything went well.... we got closer and closer and closer and *puffft* DEN DEN !! we are in a relationship!!! FUIYO~

To my dear,
I've never met someone like you before... You have made my life brighter by just staying by my side. I will always LOVE you my dear.

Time is all I need

I think it's true that time heals everything.... the only way for me to forget everything is just hoping that time could fly faster... I promised NOOBIE that I will take 1 month to forget everything ..... EVERYTHING.... this is what I promised but can I really keep up with that promise? I hope I really can.... I just have to believe that everthing happens for a reason? Haha! Or should I believe that everything is planned? I don't know... I don't wanna think anymore but I can't stop thinking about it... as I already promised NOOBIE that means by 1st Oct I need to be the new Ivy! hahah!



Love,
aiVy

USELESS!

I passed all my subjects... should I be happy or should I be sad? I don't know myself... I find that everything is not going the right way that it should be... I HATE IT..... even though its not my problem but I still worry about my friends... From the outside , they looked happy but I know that from the inside they are suffering in silence... Me, as a close friend, I find myself very useless... I don't know what to help and how to help them through this difficult time...

Let's start with Kai Xin Ling aka Happy Ling... her name sounds happy... but I know that right now she is not... she is worry about economics... I want to help but I don't know how to... I'm a FAILURE as a friend..

Next, Yap Ken Nie..... he accidentally scratched a car in UCSI .... I know he was worried about three things....
1. His car's condition
2. The car that he bang's condition
3. What will his parents say
I feel bad I don't know how to help..... all I can do is just comfort him by telling him everything is gonna be okay... but for me comforting him is not enough.... I wanna help more.. but what can I help? I'm USELESS!

Then, June June... he was also worried about his Algebra supplementary paper... Both Ka Ling and I went to look for the Algebra's lecturer but she resigned... ''SAD!'' How can I get tips for Algebra to help June to pass all his subjects???? I don't know myself.. I'm USELESS!

Next, Pikarence.. about his economics.. there is still no news yet from UCSI..... he must be super worried... all I did was amend Ka Ling's written letter and helped him... Haih... I'm a FAILURE

Last but not least, Aaron.... about the PTPTN loan.... I feel like I didn't help him much either all I did was just asked around how to get the CGPA score... that's all ... Haih.... I feel bad for not knowing what else can I help... I'm a NOOB friend.

After worrying about them so much ..... I don't know why I cried.... maybe it's because I feel useless as a close friend.... I cried myself to sleep everynight after everything happened. HAIH!

Love,
aiVy.

What a day...

I don't know what day is today but it's certainly not a good day for me and my friends....I don't feel like talking to anyone and my heart is worry about my friends, Kennie, Ka ling, Terence and Aaron. I feel bad as they feel sad.. Ok.. i don't know what am I talking about... I should just sleep and forget everything... Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...

Love,
aiVy

Love The FUN!

Got back from Genting Highlands yesterday with my college friends Aaron Chin, Eric, June, Ka ling, Ken and San Ing !!! Everything went smoothly .. I was glad of that.. anyway I had sooo much fun as that was my first time going to Genting with my lovely friends.. haha! But somehow I regretted .... for not staying another night! aikks! hahahha!

The outdoor theme park games were fun! But then the wheather was kinda bad as it was raining so the outdoor rides were mostly temporary closed ... but then it's ok! We had fun playing indoor games... Haha! Even rides which are supposedly boring, we had our way to make it FUN! hahha! it was worth going ...

I can't believe they (Ken, San Ing, Ka Ling, Eric and June) actually watched ghost movie in Genting at 1.30am!! OMG! haha! Whereas, Aaron and I went back to the room and Zzz.. haha! too tired after camwhoring for about 2 hours at the lobby... haha! Oh oh! and guess what ?I tied a coconut tree on Aaron's hair! hahha! it was sooooo CUTE!!! Lol I can't take my eyes off his hair! It's just tooo CUTE! hhaha!

The second day we woke up about 9 something almost 10... I refill the waters, clean the room, pack my bag... apply tuna on bread for them.. [I feel like a mum getting ready to sent the kids to school ] Haha! Finally the guys woke and all of them got ready quite fast except for one, Aaron Chin. He dry his hair.... apply pimple cream... style himself....choosing which shirt to wear for the day.... bla bla bla... =.=

We went down to have KFC as it was almost lunch time ... so we call it brunch? haha! After that we head to the bowling alley for bowling! They were having a promotion RM18 per lane, 1 pair of shoe provided and unlimited games for 2 hours... so we paid for two lane... haha! After that we went for snooker... I didn't know how to play at first but after Aaron taught me .. I was a professional! hhaha! Even June said that I was a professional snooker player.. haha! ><

Then , we headed back to KL .....TT ... I miss those time in Genting!!!!! I will surely be back!

Love,
aiVy.

No More OA!

Finished my Office Application paper today.... I stil have doubt about the paper.. I dont think I will score well coz I did'nt really do it with heart.... What I did was went in into the examination hall, sat down at seat AD5 (I can remember this seat so well coz I had a hard time looking for it ><) haha! Wrote my ID number and everything...... When it is time to start I started.... MCQ, whatever I know I just circle.. the ones that I don't know I mark it... Proceed to subjective. Whatever I know just crap... I bet Miss Ong will have a hard time marking my paper..... Finish, i went back to MCQ over and over again to check, think and circle.. I don't like OA! hahha! anyway let's hope that this is the first and last time I take this subject. ><

Love,
aiVy.

I know I'm Lazy

I didnt blog for soooooooooo long... I've been very lazy these days... Seriously LAZY! I hate myself sooo much! Finals is like this coming Monday... but then I dont have the feeling to study! I feel bad.... My parents pay soo much and yet I'm slacking off in studies! ARGHHH! HATE MYSELF!
I dont have the study mood because I feel uneasy .... My heart is not working as usual as it used to work... Normally it goes like BO-POP..BO-POP...BO-POP... But today.. its like BOPOPBOPOPBOPOBOPOBPBPOPBPB! OMG! I really dont know wat is going wrong with ME! Should I see a doctor? Irregular heartbeat.....!

CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME? PLEASE!

Love,
aiVy.

This what life is all about

SOMETHING HAPPENED THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.

My New Life!

Oh!! Oh!! Oh!! Today was a memorable day as it was my first day in college (its actually orientation but i still consider it as my first day) !!!!! Well I find that UCSI really do have alot of foreigner as in REALLY REALLY ALOT! Despite the number of foreigner I find them very friendly. Everyone there is friendly especially the seniors. They guide us , tell us where to go and also lead us properly to the respective place. I just felt like my life have changed 180 degree due to this new life that I have to adapt . But I think that it would be easy for me to adapt to this as I just find that place so comfortable. But one thing , Monday is a CRAZY day for me. My office application class is from 8 till 11am. Then algebra class from 12.30 till 2pm.Then here comes the prob my next class is Econs which is from 6.30 till 8pm! So tell me the gap between 2 till 6.30 pm what do you expect me to do??? I dont even dare to imagine what am I gonna do . HELP!!!
CALL ME IF YOU FEEL BORED DURING 2 TILL 6.30PM ON MONDAYS!!!!

Love,
aiVy.

Weird Me

I feel weird these days as I have been craving for food alot! As in really alot! ahahaha! I dunno why. But whenever I tell someone about it they will ask me ARE U PREGNANT?? -_- . Well its maybe because I am bored to home cooked food as I've been staying at home for a month now . The food that I crave the most is Sashimi, Asam Laksa, Pizza. Yeah that pretty much what I crave for the most.

Let me explain abit of what am I doing at home for the past few months . First I would wake up at 10-10.30 . Bath, watch TV, download movies , watch movies , Facebook, and now I've got a Twitter! After that lunch, computer again then take a nap till 5. At 5 , fold clothes , iron them , and vacumm the floor. Then watch TV . At 6.45 , prepare dinner , have dinner , wash the dishes, clean the kitchen. At 8, study and at 10 something , ZzZzZz..... HAHAH!

Oh thank god my college starts nest week April 28 !!!OH!! I'M SOOOO EXCITED!!! I cant imagine me actuallly going to college already! ahahha! Time flies! anyway looking forward for a college life!

Love,
aiVy.

It's been so long!

Its been so long since I last blog. Nothing really happen these few months. I've worked in a kindergarten in the month of January and February.Starting college in March in UCSI studying Foundation in Business. Went to Hong Kong for a holiday that day. It was really really fun! I really do love Hong Kong! Polished my Japanese these few months and it really helped me alot. Wactch alot of Japanese movie in order to improve my listening skills but its still bad. I guess it takes time as I am not living among Japanese. But it would be a great pleasure for me if I could meet Japanese and be friends with them .

Love,
aiVy.