Such thing..

No comments. All I can say is Disgusting, Immature (not saying that I am but u are much more), Idiotic, Liar, Cheater and the worst thing Busybody!

Relieved

I really feel better after telling people who i trust everything about how I feel and what was bothering me these few months. I finally found the truth of how I feel after talking to Kay and Mayyen. I really felt like I can finally live the life that I have always missed! Guess what? After telling someone who I really trust, that person actually classify me as an uncommon girl. After telling him he told me that he was suprised of how and what I told him. I have to really thank Kay and Mayyen for telling me what am I actually doing. LOL! But all I can do now is just to let it happen naturally.

Love.
aiVy.

Hate Holidays...

I seriously hate when it comes to holiday. I mean I just hate the fact that I will be lonely. Ermm maybe u might not know how lonely I am during the holidays. When I'm on msn everyone will be busy I know I can IM them but then I just feel that maybe they are really busy and don't
dare to disturb. When I'm on facebook I have no idea what to do there so I'll just choose to off. But when I'm away from the computer I will just have to force myself to study but here's the thing NOTHING goes in as in really NOTHING! I just feel that I am really really useless and lonely. I wanna go to somewhere which I can start everything from A to Z . Maybe its really time for me to focus on what I should do and leave without a sound.

Love,
aiVy

HATE HATE HATE!

I HATE fish!
I HATE bad connection!
I HATE being alone!
I HATE guys who gets sensitive in front of girls!
I HATE burdens!
I HATE being stressful!
I HATE people who acts alot!
I HATE people who get offended over minor things!
I HATE people who are stingy!
I HATE stubborn people!
I HATE people who showoff!
I HATE people who curse!
I HATE being sleepy!
I HATE dirty people!
I HATE being used!
I HATE being sick!
I HATE being unappreciated!
I HATE making mistakes!
I HATE unreasonable people
I HATE false alarm!
I HATE false rumors!
I HATE losing things!
I HATE lies!
I HATE being with uncomfortable people!
I HATE being bored!
I HATE failing!

Woot Woot!

Aloha! Back back! Its been sooo long since I've posted something new. hahah! I rarely post anything coz I am now into something new ! Hahah! I have a online diary thing so I rarely post something on my blog nowadays. But to keep this blog alive I'll just post this out. ahaha!

Love,
aiVy.

Moodless Holiday

Despite of this sudden holiday due to the H1N1 virus, I did no enjoy this holiday.

No.1 - I fell sick on Monday and took a rest.
No. 2 - Doctor will need to do a H1N1 test on me if my fever continues.
No.3 - I almost fainted on Thursday morning but I managed to get my dad's attention before fainted.

So for me this holiday is just boring.
Till then see ya.

Love,
aiVy.

1.8.2009!

Guess what day is today? ahaha! Its my birthday! Would like to thank them for coming and make my birthday a really happy day for me! ahaha! Besides, thanks for all ur present especially the CD! I love it! Thanks Max! Hahah! OMG! I really Love it! hahaha! I think it have been the best present ever! ahhaha! Its really nice! Omg!!!! Can't get over it! Omg!!!!! HAHAHA! . Thanks everyone for ur wishes and presents ya! ahahah! LOVE YA GUYS! I really hope i could turn back the time and make it MY birthday again coz i really hope to spend more time wif u guys. I never want this moment to end so fast . But too bad i can't ahhaha! I think by coming and wishing me today had made my day a special day this year! I hope i can celebrate my birthday again with You Guys... can?

Love,
aiVy.

Retired...

I retired from the Interact Secetary post today.Haha. Felt a bit reluctant to pass it to Sally. Anyway congrats to all new B.O.Ds. Hopefully next year will be a better year for the Interact Club. Sob sob sad...ahaha! Was kinda emo today due to someone. I was kinda Ok until she started coming into the class and started coming close to me.Trying to act good i guess. That is where i think back about the past and started to hate her. Hahah! She is the first person who made me HATE her. hahaha!

Love,
aiVy.

Taking a break from Malaysia.. for 3 days

And yes i'm leaving for S'pore tomorrow. Haha. It's been years since I have been to S'pore. So, i'm a bit excited! Haha! Ermm I don't really DARE to go there haha! Sounds weird right? Lol. Its because someone is making me feeling umcomfortable. Haha! Only people like May Yen , Pei Sun, JY and Chi Chin knows why. Haha! Anyway i will be going there for 3 days. Lol!
I'm sooooo excited! Haha! In singapore I will be choosing college and bla bla bla. So yeah! See ya!

Love,
aiVy

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I think i SHOULD'NT have told

I've posted one post just now and now i'm posting it again. Haha I watched a Father's Day documentary and while watching it tears started rolling down my cheeks. I seriously don't know why am I so emo. Haha anyway I was told by one of my friend to tell the other person the truth and I did but then after that i somehow felt like I should not have told . That's because i felt like the person is trying to forget about it but I went messed it up again. I really wish to say Sorry to the person . I seriously felt bad after telling that. I may have hurt you a lot but I seriously hope we can still be friends. It also hurts me while making that decision but I think I have no choice but to end it. I may have made my friends and family worry about me these few days.I am seriously Sorry. The only way to make me forget about it is to keep studying . Because it will keep my brain busy and I will not think of other things other than studies.Erm I think i should sleep or should I say dream about other things and try to put this aside. Good Night then.

Love,
aiVy.

Sunday

Today was so so. Nothing really happened. But as for all fathers out there, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! Actually i don't really understand the term Father's Day. As in do people really only spend time with their father only on Father's Day? Haha! As for me i'll try to spend it as much as i possibly can because all i know is i can loose anyone anytime. So i've learnt how to appreciate people around me. Hhaa . I think I should stop now.Haha getting emo. Lol! See ya then!

Love,
aiVy.

Ths Week

This week was a pretty tiring week for me. I don't know why but yeah it is. Ermm this week I have been focusing in my studies as in really focusing as I stay in class almost the whole day. So, its like a changed for me. Haha Coz i dont really study after exams I will usually prefer to study last minute. But everthing has changed now i realised that i have to focus now as my cousin sister, a lecturer in Singapore told me that the college intake for next year would be on Feb . On Feb means that SPM results are not out yet and So, I have to do well in my trials as in really well!!! Haih what a life right Haha but I won't regret it.LOL! Ermm I focus on my trials its because if I do well I can have more choice of courses next time! Sorry to say but I usually prefer studying hard not studying smart because I've never tried doing that before and I won't because the next exam would be the trials! So yeah wish me luck on my studies! See ya then!

Love,
aiVy.

Don Feel Well

Sorry for not blogging yesterday as i went back to hometown where there were no computers and internet. I was bored to death luckily someone save me from that. I went for facial and i cried as the lady did something to my pimple. It was horribly painful. She asked me if i were in pain. I told her not that and she continued . It became so painful that tears rolled down my cheeks ahah!. Silly right? Hhaah! But it was seriously painful! Haha! Then later in the afternoon i went to a cafe and i ordered Honeydew Sago! My favourite! ahah! After that we went back to my aunt's house and guess what i was feeling so sick! My tummy was so painful. But then took medicine .So i guess it should be ok.

Love,
aiVy

Pavillion!

Today i went to Pavillion wif three of my close friends. Ermm... its been ages since i've been there so i was kinda lost when i was told to meet at Redbox..but i thinking i knew the way that time because i've been there with frens but i wasn't paying attention at that time...so i was guessing all my way today...Haha..I actually went to the wrong one as predicted..It should be the the one on the higher floor..Haha! We seriously enjoyed ourselves... It's been a long time since i've really enjoyed.Thanks guys for making it a fun one! Haha! After that we went for movies...We watched 17 again! which was nice! I felt abit touching as the dad try to be the best for his children...Haha!I am an emotional person. So, yeah. Ermm... then my dad called . He asked me to walk back to low yat as he was there.Haha! But then i eventually took a ride on Mae's car . It was a heavy traffic. Hhaha! When i reach Low yat as i enter the entrance i felt weird. I know why but i don't wanna share it..Haha! asked me if u want to know bout it! lol!

Love,
aiVy

School Holiday Ending....

School is starting next week Monday. So reluctant to go back to school....haih..Have to wake up at 5 then come back in the afternoon or late in the afternoon. Anyway i went for accounts tuition this morning it was ok. So i had lunch in Sonia's house the food was great! Haha..erm..have to finish up my add maths project...Haih...kinda lazy to do it.But have to ...no choice. I have something in me but i myself cant figure it out what is wrong with me.. Sometimes i hope to have someone who can tell me what's wrong wif me...Sometimes i would love to be alone but i know i can't ..Haih! i seriously dont know what is wrong with me...Maybe its because of something that i cannot forget or something that is deep inside me....just Something.

Love,
aiVy.

First Post!

Haha! I finally got a blog...lol! after a long time! hehe anyway i'll try to make it a point to post everything as much as possible. LOL! Kinda feel abit weird as in this is my first time blogging. Ermm.... don' t really know what to blog about.. Ermmm....maybe i'll tell you a little bout my trip to Bangkok..hehe.. It was fun as our family went for Aqua shows (*if u know what i mean) on the first night.....LOL!! they were soooo beautiful! As pretty or maybe prettier than the real Women! haha! Then the second day i went for parachuting! It was really fun! haha! Then after that i tried riding on a jet ski! It was AMAZING!!! I feel like i was born to jet ski! Haha! Joking.... Then we went bac to the Hotel in Pattaya to rest and sleep...OMG! I can't sleep for 2 nights hehe. I don't know why...maybe i've been thinking too much! HAHA! Anyway i did slept for maybe bout 2 hours i think. The third day, we made our way back from Pattaya to Bangkok...We went to the Safari World bla bla bla as usual all you can see is just animals...Hahah! Then on the 4th day we went to the floating market ..It was so so....Then on the fifth day! Hhaha! This is my favourite! ehhe it was SHOPPING SPREE!!!! It was ssoooo much fun! I bought lots of shirts, souvenirs,etc...Really can't figure out the exact total of things i bought! HAHA! this is the first time i feel so nice SHOPPING! haha! Then on the last day we made our way back to Malaysia.....Haha! Oh ya! I bought something really precious there...I bought Suju's CD there! Hahaha!!LOL! So i think i should stop here....erm...Let me think if i still have anything to say....hmmmm....I think that's it..HAHA!

Love,
aiVy!