I really feel better after telling people who i trust everything about how I feel and what was bothering me these few months. I finally found the truth of how I feel after talking to Kay and Mayyen. I really felt like I can finally live the life that I have always missed! Guess what? After telling someone who I really trust, that person actually classify me as an uncommon girl. After telling him he told me that he was suprised of how and what I told him. I have to really thank Kay and Mayyen for telling me what am I actually doing. LOL! But all I can do now is just to let it happen naturally.