2 months!!!

It has been two months since I got into a relationship with my dearly Lynus Cheang aka ah noob aka dear aka fei lou ...HAHA! ^^ (he is gonna kill me when he sees this)...... Here is how the story goes....

I met Lynus once in Leisure Mall.. it was a coninsidence meeting. Kennie and Lynus are best buddies~ so, Kennie introduced Lynus to me...My first impression on him was I think he was very arrogant... so I did not really took notice of him..

Then the second time we met was when Kennie met into an accident =.= he drop us in McD in Taman Connaught and went to look for Lynus ... Then when they came back... Kennie's car was ok.. not as bad as before.. After that, we decided to watch movie in Midvalley , Step up 3. Lynus THROW me back to UCSI as I waited for Aaron and the others went...

After that day, I received a mysterious message from a mysterious number... in the message it's written " GUESS WHO AM I? '' haha! I thought it was Kennie again bcoz he changed his number again so I replied and then I got to know that it was Lynus. We chatted through msn, facebook and also text messages.... then.. *ahem ahem* everything went well.... we got closer and closer and closer and *puffft* DEN DEN !! we are in a relationship!!! FUIYO~

To my dear,
I've never met someone like you before... You have made my life brighter by just staying by my side. I will always LOVE you my dear.

Time is all I need

I think it's true that time heals everything.... the only way for me to forget everything is just hoping that time could fly faster... I promised NOOBIE that I will take 1 month to forget everything ..... EVERYTHING.... this is what I promised but can I really keep up with that promise? I hope I really can.... I just have to believe that everthing happens for a reason? Haha! Or should I believe that everything is planned? I don't know... I don't wanna think anymore but I can't stop thinking about it... as I already promised NOOBIE that means by 1st Oct I need to be the new Ivy! hahah!



Love,
aiVy

USELESS!

I passed all my subjects... should I be happy or should I be sad? I don't know myself... I find that everything is not going the right way that it should be... I HATE IT..... even though its not my problem but I still worry about my friends... From the outside , they looked happy but I know that from the inside they are suffering in silence... Me, as a close friend, I find myself very useless... I don't know what to help and how to help them through this difficult time...

Let's start with Kai Xin Ling aka Happy Ling... her name sounds happy... but I know that right now she is not... she is worry about economics... I want to help but I don't know how to... I'm a FAILURE as a friend..

Next, Yap Ken Nie..... he accidentally scratched a car in UCSI .... I know he was worried about three things....
1. His car's condition
2. The car that he bang's condition
3. What will his parents say
I feel bad I don't know how to help..... all I can do is just comfort him by telling him everything is gonna be okay... but for me comforting him is not enough.... I wanna help more.. but what can I help? I'm USELESS!

Then, June June... he was also worried about his Algebra supplementary paper... Both Ka Ling and I went to look for the Algebra's lecturer but she resigned... ''SAD!'' How can I get tips for Algebra to help June to pass all his subjects???? I don't know myself.. I'm USELESS!

Next, Pikarence.. about his economics.. there is still no news yet from UCSI..... he must be super worried... all I did was amend Ka Ling's written letter and helped him... Haih... I'm a FAILURE

Last but not least, Aaron.... about the PTPTN loan.... I feel like I didn't help him much either all I did was just asked around how to get the CGPA score... that's all ... Haih.... I feel bad for not knowing what else can I help... I'm a NOOB friend.

After worrying about them so much ..... I don't know why I cried.... maybe it's because I feel useless as a close friend.... I cried myself to sleep everynight after everything happened. HAIH!

Love,
aiVy.

What a day...

I don't know what day is today but it's certainly not a good day for me and my friends....I don't feel like talking to anyone and my heart is worry about my friends, Kennie, Ka ling, Terence and Aaron. I feel bad as they feel sad.. Ok.. i don't know what am I talking about... I should just sleep and forget everything... Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...

Love,
aiVy

Love The FUN!

Got back from Genting Highlands yesterday with my college friends Aaron Chin, Eric, June, Ka ling, Ken and San Ing !!! Everything went smoothly .. I was glad of that.. anyway I had sooo much fun as that was my first time going to Genting with my lovely friends.. haha! But somehow I regretted .... for not staying another night! aikks! hahahha!

The outdoor theme park games were fun! But then the wheather was kinda bad as it was raining so the outdoor rides were mostly temporary closed ... but then it's ok! We had fun playing indoor games... Haha! Even rides which are supposedly boring, we had our way to make it FUN! hahha! it was worth going ...

I can't believe they (Ken, San Ing, Ka Ling, Eric and June) actually watched ghost movie in Genting at 1.30am!! OMG! haha! Whereas, Aaron and I went back to the room and Zzz.. haha! too tired after camwhoring for about 2 hours at the lobby... haha! Oh oh! and guess what ?I tied a coconut tree on Aaron's hair! hahha! it was sooooo CUTE!!! Lol I can't take my eyes off his hair! It's just tooo CUTE! hhaha!

The second day we woke up about 9 something almost 10... I refill the waters, clean the room, pack my bag... apply tuna on bread for them.. [I feel like a mum getting ready to sent the kids to school ] Haha! Finally the guys woke and all of them got ready quite fast except for one, Aaron Chin. He dry his hair.... apply pimple cream... style himself....choosing which shirt to wear for the day.... bla bla bla... =.=

We went down to have KFC as it was almost lunch time ... so we call it brunch? haha! After that we head to the bowling alley for bowling! They were having a promotion RM18 per lane, 1 pair of shoe provided and unlimited games for 2 hours... so we paid for two lane... haha! After that we went for snooker... I didn't know how to play at first but after Aaron taught me .. I was a professional! hhaha! Even June said that I was a professional snooker player.. haha! ><

Then , we headed back to KL .....TT ... I miss those time in Genting!!!!! I will surely be back!

Love,
aiVy.

No More OA!

Finished my Office Application paper today.... I stil have doubt about the paper.. I dont think I will score well coz I did'nt really do it with heart.... What I did was went in into the examination hall, sat down at seat AD5 (I can remember this seat so well coz I had a hard time looking for it ><) haha! Wrote my ID number and everything...... When it is time to start I started.... MCQ, whatever I know I just circle.. the ones that I don't know I mark it... Proceed to subjective. Whatever I know just crap... I bet Miss Ong will have a hard time marking my paper..... Finish, i went back to MCQ over and over again to check, think and circle.. I don't like OA! hahha! anyway let's hope that this is the first and last time I take this subject. ><

Love,
aiVy.

I know I'm Lazy

I didnt blog for soooooooooo long... I've been very lazy these days... Seriously LAZY! I hate myself sooo much! Finals is like this coming Monday... but then I dont have the feeling to study! I feel bad.... My parents pay soo much and yet I'm slacking off in studies! ARGHHH! HATE MYSELF!
I dont have the study mood because I feel uneasy .... My heart is not working as usual as it used to work... Normally it goes like BO-POP..BO-POP...BO-POP... But today.. its like BOPOPBOPOPBOPOBOPOBPBPOPBPB! OMG! I really dont know wat is going wrong with ME! Should I see a doctor? Irregular heartbeat.....!

CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME? PLEASE!

Love,
aiVy.