Everything Bout aiVy!!

Japanese Trials

2010-11-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

I just had my Japanese Trials. They really changed the whole paper format... for vocab they only gave us 15 minutes to finish (the old format was 25 minutes)... for grammar its 35 minutes (old format is 50 minutes) and as for listening it's 20 minutes (before that was 30 minutes) I really do not know if I can really pass my Japanese finals... In the trials the overall exam was easy.. but as for the finals I dont think so.... >< hopefully I can pass.. I dont want to waste my money~~ I dont want to waste my effort~~~ I MUST PASS THIS EXAM~~~ GAMABTE~~!!!

Love,
aiVy

Moving~

2010-11-24T14:08:00.002+08:00

My dear is moving his house~~ MOVING~ to the next neighbourhood ...=.=
His whole family is basically rushing here and there ... that is why I got to pay more attention to my dear.. I will try my very best to provide the best suppport for him... so that he will not be that stressed out... I seriously pity my dear.... his finals are just around the corner but he have no time ... NO TIME for his studies... I feel bad~~~ I really want to help even when I insisted but then he told me not to... he told me my finals are coming also... but dear!! yours is this coming Monday but mine is two weeks from now... Dear all I can do is suppport you and hope for the best for u ~~~ I dont want anything to happen to your studies... Dear ~~ oh Dear~~~ I am sooo worry bout u ~~~~

Love,
aiVy.

WHAT A LIFE ~~!!

2010-11-21T13:05:00.004+08:00

I am seriously stressed up with my finals and my Japanese finals~~!! I dont know if I can manage them both~! I dont know >< color="#3366ff">fei lou with me....
Fei Lou aka Lynus ~~~~~~ T_T

1. Intro to business - I need to memorize~~!! I havent finish memorizing!!!!

2. Accounts - I havent master the Doubtful Debt Account~~~!!!

3. QM - I havent memorize the tutorial !!

4. CE - Lazy to study... =.=

5. Writing - ASSIGNMENT~~!!!!

6. Japanese - New format this year~ I dunno ><>///<

2 months!!!

2010-11-19T17:12:00.002+08:00

It has been two months since I got into a relationship with my dearly Lynus Cheang aka ah noob aka dear aka fei lou ...HAHA! ^^ (he is gonna kill me when he sees this)...... Here is how the story goes....

I met Lynus once in Leisure Mall.. it was a coninsidence meeting. Kennie and Lynus are best buddies~ so, Kennie introduced Lynus to me...My first impression on him was I think he was very arrogant... so I did not really took notice of him..

Then the second time we met was when Kennie met into an accident =.= he drop us in McD in Taman Connaught and went to look for Lynus ... Then when they came back... Kennie's car was ok.. not as bad as before.. After that, we decided to watch movie in Midvalley , Step up 3. Lynus THROW me back to UCSI as I waited for Aaron and the others went...

After that day, I received a mysterious message from a mysterious number... in the message it's written " GUESS WHO AM I? '' haha! I thought it was Kennie again bcoz he changed his number again so I replied and then I got to know that it was Lynus. We chatted through msn, facebook and also text messages.... then.. *ahem ahem* everything went well.... we got closer and closer and closer and *puffft* DEN DEN !! we are in a relationship!!! FUIYO~

To my dear,
I've never met someone like you before... You have made my life brighter by just staying by my side. I will always LOVE you my dear.

Time is all I need

2010-09-05T18:31:00.002+08:00

I think it's true that time heals everything.... the only way for me to forget everything is just hoping that time could fly faster... I promised NOOBIE that I will take 1 month to forget everything ..... EVERYTHING.... this is what I promised but can I really keep up with that promise? I hope I really can.... I just have to believe that everthing happens for a reason? Haha! Or should I believe that everything is planned? I don't know... I don't wanna think anymore but I can't stop thinking about it... as I already promised NOOBIE that means by 1st Oct I need to be the new Ivy! hahah!

Love,
aiVy

USELESS!

2010-09-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

I passed all my subjects... should I be happy or should I be sad? I don't know myself... I find that everything is not going the right way that it should be... I HATE IT..... even though its not my problem but I still worry about my friends... From the outside , they looked happy but I know that from the inside they are suffering in silence... Me, as a close friend, I find myself very useless... I don't know what to help and how to help them through this difficult time...

Let's start with Kai Xin Ling aka Happy Ling... her name sounds happy... but I know that right now she is not... she is worry about economics... I want to help but I don't know how to... I'm a FAILURE as a friend..

Next, Yap Ken Nie..... he accidentally scratched a car in UCSI .... I know he was worried about three things....
1. His car's condition
2. The car that he bang's condition
3. What will his parents say
I feel bad I don't know how to help..... all I can do is just comfort him by telling him everything is gonna be okay... but for me comforting him is not enough.... I wanna help more.. but what can I help? I'm USELESS!

Then, June June... he was also worried about his Algebra supplementary paper... Both Ka Ling and I went to look for the Algebra's lecturer but she resigned... ''SAD!'' How can I get tips for Algebra to help June to pass all his subjects???? I don't know myself.. I'm USELESS!

Next, Pikarence.. about his economics.. there is still no news yet from UCSI..... he must be super worried... all I did was amend Ka Ling's written letter and helped him... Haih... I'm a FAILURE

Last but not least, Aaron.... about the PTPTN loan.... I feel like I didn't help him much either all I did was just asked around how to get the CGPA score... that's all ... Haih.... I feel bad for not knowing what else can I help... I'm a NOOB friend.

After worrying about them so much ..... I don't know why I cried.... maybe it's because I feel useless as a close friend.... I cried myself to sleep everynight after everything happened. HAIH!

Love,
aiVy.

What a day...

2010-09-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

I don't know what day is today but it's certainly not a good day for me and my friends....I don't feel like talking to anyone and my heart is worry about my friends, Kennie, Ka ling, Terence and Aaron. I feel bad as they feel sad.. Ok.. i don't know what am I talking about... I should just sleep and forget everything... Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...

Love,
aiVy

Love The FUN!

2010-08-21T17:50:00.002+08:00

Got back from Genting Highlands yesterday with my college friends Aaron Chin, Eric, June, Ka ling, Ken and San Ing !!! Everything went smoothly .. I was glad of that.. anyway I had sooo much fun as that was my first time going to Genting with my lovely friends.. haha! But somehow I regretted .... for not staying another night! aikks! hahahha!

The outdoor theme park games were fun! But then the wheather was kinda bad as it was raining so the outdoor rides were mostly temporary closed ... but then it's ok! We had fun playing indoor games... Haha! Even rides which are supposedly boring, we had our way to make it FUN! hahha! it was worth going ...

I can't believe they (Ken, San Ing, Ka Ling, Eric and June) actually watched ghost movie in Genting at 1.30am!! OMG! haha! Whereas, Aaron and I went back to the room and Zzz.. haha! too tired after camwhoring for about 2 hours at the lobby... haha! Oh oh! and guess what ?I tied a coconut tree on Aaron's hair! hahha! it was sooooo CUTE!!! Lol I can't take my eyes off his hair! It's just tooo CUTE! hhaha!

The second day we woke up about 9 something almost 10... I refill the waters, clean the room, pack my bag... apply tuna on bread for them.. [I feel like a mum getting ready to sent the kids to school ] Haha! Finally the guys woke and all of them got ready quite fast except for one, Aaron Chin. He dry his hair.... apply pimple cream... style himself....choosing which shirt to wear for the day.... bla bla bla... =.=

We went down to have KFC as it was almost lunch time ... so we call it brunch? haha! After that we head to the bowling alley for bowling! They were having a promotion RM18 per lane, 1 pair of shoe provided and unlimited games for 2 hours... so we paid for two lane... haha! After that we went for snooker... I didn't know how to play at first but after Aaron taught me .. I was a professional! hhaha! Even June said that I was a professional snooker player.. haha! ><

Then , we headed back to KL .....TT ... I miss those time in Genting!!!!! I will surely be back!

Love,
aiVy.

No More OA!

2010-08-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

Finished my Office Application paper today.... I stil have doubt about the paper.. I dont think I will score well coz I did'nt really do it with heart.... What I did was went in into the examination hall, sat down at seat AD5 (I can remember this seat so well coz I had a hard time looking for it ><) haha! Wrote my ID number and everything...... When it is time to start I started.... MCQ, whatever I know I just circle.. the ones that I don't know I mark it... Proceed to subjective. Whatever I know just crap... I bet Miss Ong will have a hard time marking my paper..... Finish, i went back to MCQ over and over again to check, think and circle.. I don't like OA! hahha! anyway let's hope that this is the first and last time I take this subject. ><

Love,
aiVy.

I know I'm Lazy

2010-08-08T00:21:00.004+08:00

I didnt blog for soooooooooo long... I've been very lazy these days... Seriously LAZY! I hate myself sooo much! Finals is like this coming Monday... but then I dont have the feeling to study! I feel bad.... My parents pay soo much and yet I'm slacking off in studies! ARGHHH! HATE MYSELF!
I dont have the study mood because I feel uneasy .... My heart is not working as usual as it used to work... Normally it goes like BO-POP..BO-POP...BO-POP... But today.. its like BOPOPBOPOPBOPOBOPOBPBPOPBPB! OMG! I really dont know wat is going wrong with ME! Should I see a doctor? Irregular heartbeat.....!

CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME? PLEASE!

Love,
aiVy.

This what life is all about

2010-05-27T08:18:00.003+08:00

SOMETHING HAPPENED THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.

My New Life!

2010-04-29T19:59:00.003+08:00

Oh!! Oh!! Oh!! Today was a memorable day as it was my first day in college (its actually orientation but i still consider it as my first day) !!!!! Well I find that UCSI really do have alot of foreigner as in REALLY REALLY ALOT! Despite the number of foreigner I find them very friendly. Everyone there is friendly especially the seniors. They guide us , tell us where to go and also lead us properly to the respective place. I just felt like my life have changed 180 degree due to this new life that I have to adapt . But I think that it would be easy for me to adapt to this as I just find that place so comfortable. But one thing , Monday is a CRAZY day for me. My office application class is from 8 till 11am. Then algebra class from 12.30 till 2pm.Then here comes the prob my next class is Econs which is from 6.30 till 8pm! So tell me the gap between 2 till 6.30 pm what do you expect me to do??? I dont even dare to imagine what am I gonna do . HELP!!!
CALL ME IF YOU FEEL BORED DURING 2 TILL 6.30PM ON MONDAYS!!!!

Love,
aiVy.

Weird Me

2010-04-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

I feel weird these days as I have been craving for food alot! As in really alot! ahahaha! I dunno why. But whenever I tell someone about it they will ask me ARE U PREGNANT?? -_- . Well its maybe because I am bored to home cooked food as I've been staying at home for a month now . The food that I crave the most is Sashimi, Asam Laksa, Pizza. Yeah that pretty much what I crave for the most.

Let me explain abit of what am I doing at home for the past few months . First I would wake up at 10-10.30 . Bath, watch TV, download movies , watch movies , Facebook, and now I've got a Twitter! After that lunch, computer again then take a nap till 5. At 5 , fold clothes , iron them , and vacumm the floor. Then watch TV . At 6.45 , prepare dinner , have dinner , wash the dishes, clean the kitchen. At 8, study and at 10 something , ZzZzZz..... HAHAH!

Oh thank god my college starts nest week April 28 !!!OH!! I'M SOOOO EXCITED!!! I cant imagine me actuallly going to college already! ahahha! Time flies! anyway looking forward for a college life!

Love,
aiVy.

It's been so long!

2010-04-10T22:21:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since I last blog. Nothing really happen these few months. I've worked in a kindergarten in the month of January and February.Starting college in March in UCSI studying Foundation in Business. Went to Hong Kong for a holiday that day. It was really really fun! I really do love Hong Kong! Polished my Japanese these few months and it really helped me alot. Wactch alot of Japanese movie in order to improve my listening skills but its still bad. I guess it takes time as I am not living among Japanese. But it would be a great pleasure for me if I could meet Japanese and be friends with them .

Love,
aiVy.

Such thing..

2009-10-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

No comments. All I can say is Disgusting, Immature (not saying that I am but u are much more), Idiotic, Liar, Cheater and the worst thing Busybody!

Relieved

2009-10-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

I really feel better after telling people who i trust everything about how I feel and what was bothering me these few months. I finally found the truth of how I feel after talking to Kay and Mayyen. I really felt like I can finally live the life that I have always missed! Guess what? After telling someone who I really trust, that person actually classify me as an uncommon girl. After telling him he told me that he was suprised of how and what I told him. I have to really thank Kay and Mayyen for telling me what am I actually doing. LOL! But all I can do now is just to let it happen naturally.

Love.
aiVy.

Hate Holidays...

2009-08-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

I seriously hate when it comes to holiday. I mean I just hate the fact that I will be lonely. Ermm maybe u might not know how lonely I am during the holidays. When I'm on msn everyone will be busy I know I can IM them but then I just feel that maybe they are really busy and don't
dare to disturb. When I'm on facebook I have no idea what to do there so I'll just choose to off. But when I'm away from the computer I will just have to force myself to study but here's the thing NOTHING goes in as in really NOTHING! I just feel that I am really really useless and lonely. I wanna go to somewhere which I can start everything from A to Z . Maybe its really time for me to focus on what I should do and leave without a sound.

Love,
aiVy

HATE HATE HATE!

2009-08-21T22:21:00.002+08:00

I HATE fish!
I HATE bad connection!
I HATE being alone!
I HATE guys who gets sensitive in front of girls!
I HATE burdens!
I HATE being stressful!
I HATE people who acts alot!
I HATE people who get offended over minor things!
I HATE people who are stingy!
I HATE stubborn people!
I HATE people who showoff!
I HATE people who curse!
I HATE being sleepy!
I HATE dirty people!
I HATE being used!
I HATE being sick!
I HATE being unappreciated!
I HATE making mistakes!
I HATE unreasonable people
I HATE false alarm!
I HATE false rumors!
I HATE losing things!
I HATE lies!
I HATE being with uncomfortable people!
I HATE being bored!
I HATE failing!

Woot Woot!

2009-08-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

Aloha! Back back! Its been sooo long since I've posted something new. hahah! I rarely post anything coz I am now into something new ! Hahah! I have a online diary thing so I rarely post something on my blog nowadays. But to keep this blog alive I'll just post this out. ahaha!

Love,
aiVy.

Moodless Holiday

2009-08-06T17:17:00.004+08:00

Despite of this sudden holiday due to the H1N1 virus, I did no enjoy this holiday.

No.1 - I fell sick on Monday and took a rest.
No. 2 - Doctor will need to do a H1N1 test on me if my fever continues.
No.3 - I almost fainted on Thursday morning but I managed to get my dad's attention before fainted.

So for me this holiday is just boring.
Till then see ya.

Love,
aiVy.

1.8.2009!

2009-08-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

Guess what day is today? ahaha! Its my birthday! Would like to thank them for coming and make my birthday a really happy day for me! ahaha! Besides, thanks for all ur present especially the CD! I love it! Thanks Max! Hahah! OMG! I really Love it! hahaha! I think it have been the best present ever! ahhaha! Its really nice! Omg!!!! Can't get over it! Omg!!!!! HAHAHA! . Thanks everyone for ur wishes and presents ya! ahahah! LOVE YA GUYS! I really hope i could turn back the time and make it MY birthday again coz i really hope to spend more time wif u guys. I never want this moment to end so fast . But too bad i can't ahhaha! I think by coming and wishing me today had made my day a special day this year! I hope i can celebrate my birthday again with You Guys... can?

Love,
aiVy.

Retired...

2009-07-06T16:29:00.002+08:00

I retired from the Interact Secetary post today.Haha. Felt a bit reluctant to pass it to Sally. Anyway congrats to all new B.O.Ds. Hopefully next year will be a better year for the Interact Club. Sob sob sad...ahaha! Was kinda emo today due to someone. I was kinda Ok until she started coming into the class and started coming close to me.Trying to act good i guess. That is where i think back about the past and started to hate her. Hahah! She is the first person who made me HATE her. hahaha!

Love,
aiVy.

Taking a break from Malaysia.. for 3 days

2009-07-02T15:32:00.003+08:00

And yes i'm leaving for S'pore tomorrow. Haha. It's been years since I have been to S'pore. So, i'm a bit excited! Haha! Ermm I don't really DARE to go there haha! Sounds weird right? Lol. Its because someone is making me feeling umcomfortable. Haha! Only people like May Yen , Pei Sun, JY and Chi Chin knows why. Haha! Anyway i will be going there for 3 days. Lol!
I'm sooooo excited! Haha! In singapore I will be choosing college and bla bla bla. So yeah! See ya!

Love,
aiVy

Hmmm....

2009-06-24T16:24:00.001+08:00

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Its a message so try it if you can. Haha!

I think i SHOULD'NT have told

2009-06-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

I've posted one post just now and now i'm posting it again. Haha I watched a Father's Day documentary and while watching it tears started rolling down my cheeks. I seriously don't know why am I so emo. Haha anyway I was told by one of my friend to tell the other person the truth and I did but then after that i somehow felt like I should not have told . That's because i felt like the person is trying to forget about it but I went messed it up again. I really wish to say Sorry to the person . I seriously felt bad after telling that. I may have hurt you a lot but I seriously hope we can still be friends. It also hurts me while making that decision but I think I have no choice but to end it. I may have made my friends and family worry about me these few days.I am seriously Sorry. The only way to make me forget about it is to keep studying . Because it will keep my brain busy and I will not think of other things other than studies.Erm I think i should sleep or should I say dream about other things and try to put this aside. Good Night then.

Love,
aiVy.

Sunday

2009-06-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

Today was so so. Nothing really happened. But as for all fathers out there, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! Actually i don't really understand the term Father's Day. As in do people really only spend time with their father only on Father's Day? Haha! As for me i'll try to spend it as much as i possibly can because all i know is i can loose anyone anytime. So i've learnt how to appreciate people around me. Hhaa . I think I should stop now.Haha getting emo. Lol! See ya then!

Love,
aiVy.

Ths Week

2009-06-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

This week was a pretty tiring week for me. I don't know why but yeah it is. Ermm this week I have been focusing in my studies as in really focusing as I stay in class almost the whole day. So, its like a changed for me. Haha Coz i dont really study after exams I will usually prefer to study last minute. But everthing has changed now i realised that i have to focus now as my cousin sister, a lecturer in Singapore told me that the college intake for next year would be on Feb . On Feb means that SPM results are not out yet and So, I have to do well in my trials as in really well!!! Haih what a life right Haha but I won't regret it.LOL! Ermm I focus on my trials its because if I do well I can have more choice of courses next time! Sorry to say but I usually prefer studying hard not studying smart because I've never tried doing that before and I won't because the next exam would be the trials! So yeah wish me luck on my studies! See ya then!

Love,
aiVy.

Don Feel Well

2009-06-14T15:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not blogging yesterday as i went back to hometown where there were no computers and internet. I was bored to death luckily someone save me from that. I went for facial and i cried as the lady did something to my pimple. It was horribly painful. She asked me if i were in pain. I told her not that and she continued . It became so painful that tears rolled down my cheeks ahah!. Silly right? Hhaah! But it was seriously painful! Haha! Then later in the afternoon i went to a cafe and i ordered Honeydew Sago! My favourite! ahah! After that we went back to my aunt's house and guess what i was feeling so sick! My tummy was so painful. But then took medicine .So i guess it should be ok.

Love,
aiVy

Pavillion!

2009-06-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

Today i went to Pavillion wif three of my close friends. Ermm... its been ages since i've been there so i was kinda lost when i was told to meet at Redbox..but i thinking i knew the way that time because i've been there with frens but i wasn't paying attention at that time...so i was guessing all my way today...Haha..I actually went to the wrong one as predicted..It should be the the one on the higher floor..Haha! We seriously enjoyed ourselves... It's been a long time since i've really enjoyed.Thanks guys for making it a fun one! Haha! After that we went for movies...We watched 17 again! which was nice! I felt abit touching as the dad try to be the best for his children...Haha!I am an emotional person. So, yeah. Ermm... then my dad called . He asked me to walk back to low yat as he was there.Haha! But then i eventually took a ride on Mae's car . It was a heavy traffic. Hhaha! When i reach Low yat as i enter the entrance i felt weird. I know why but i don't wanna share it..Haha! asked me if u want to know bout it! lol!

Love,
aiVy

School Holiday Ending....

2009-06-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

School is starting next week Monday. So reluctant to go back to school....haih..Have to wake up at 5 then come back in the afternoon or late in the afternoon. Anyway i went for accounts tuition this morning it was ok. So i had lunch in Sonia's house the food was great! Haha..erm..have to finish up my add maths project...Haih...kinda lazy to do it.But have to ...no choice. I have something in me but i myself cant figure it out what is wrong with me.. Sometimes i hope to have someone who can tell me what's wrong wif me...Sometimes i would love to be alone but i know i can't ..Haih! i seriously dont know what is wrong with me...Maybe its because of something that i cannot forget or something that is deep inside me....just Something.

Love,
aiVy.

First Post!

2009-06-10T20:13:00.000+08:00

Haha! I finally got a blog...lol! after a long time! hehe anyway i'll try to make it a point to post everything as much as possible. LOL! Kinda feel abit weird as in this is my first time blogging. Ermm.... don' t really know what to blog about.. Ermmm....maybe i'll tell you a little bout my trip to Bangkok..hehe.. It was fun as our family went for Aqua shows (*if u know what i mean) on the first night.....LOL!! they were soooo beautiful! As pretty or maybe prettier than the real Women! haha! Then the second day i went for parachuting! It was really fun! haha! Then after that i tried riding on a jet ski! It was AMAZING!!! I feel like i was born to jet ski! Haha! Joking.... Then we went bac to the Hotel in Pattaya to rest and sleep...OMG! I can't sleep for 2 nights hehe. I don't know why...maybe i've been thinking too much! HAHA! Anyway i did slept for maybe bout 2 hours i think. The third day, we made our way back from Pattaya to Bangkok...We went to the Safari World bla bla bla as usual all you can see is just animals...Hahah! Then on the 4th day we went to the floating market ..It was so so....Then on the fifth day! Hhaha! This is my favourite! ehhe it was SHOPPING SPREE!!!! It was ssoooo much fun! I bought lots of shirts, souvenirs,etc...Really can't figure out the exact total of things i bought! HAHA! this is the first time i feel so nice SHOPPING! haha! Then on the last day we made our way back to Malaysia.....Haha! Oh ya! I bought something really precious there...I bought Suju's CD there! Hahaha!!LOL! So i think i should stop here....erm...Let me think if i still have anything to say....hmmmm....I think that's it..HAHA!

Love,
aiVy!